September 2009
16 posts
Upside Down
So I’ve found this is my insanity song. Like I listen to it when I feel Numb. There are Some things I really should tell but can’t. Music is great but both it and phones really make me mad. What’s the point of talking on the phone and texting while your with someone. I mean it’s for communication ; yet it draws away from real life connections in ways you may not...
Feeling.
why is it that I can scream with my mouth closed, smile with my eyes,and cry with my soul? It’s kind of intense how life inside of me feels when there’s no one there to influence it. Im pondering these things as I read my Psychology book and learn behavioral patterns. W/e though this week seems uplifting , like nothing can upset me anymore. You cant even hurt my feelings(;
The Answer
Dude I’m back to write more already! but I was thinking, and no I didn’t hurt myself(: Life is thoroughly good. Like seriously. Imagine how many different ways you can live your life. From drugs to church to criminal to businessman. I kind of wish I could have a life to fuck up so I can appreciate this one that much more ( not that I don’t.) Just I mean you get out of life what...
Hyped//
Super stoked on just about everything. Got my tattoo added finally, now i just need shading… Things are legit in the love life. Homework is mostly done. Test Grades are up. haha you can see how I rank things in my life. Alls i got to say is why can’t everyone be as zen as me? well sometimes us ha. Peace , Love , and of course Liberty.
“Sorrow is nothing but worn-out joy.”
– Chinese proverb. (via thedailywhat)
Motion City Soundtrack-When You’re Around
ARock.
Permanent, solid, neverending. All adjectives to describe this word. How wrong one is to use this term. Especially on a person such as meh; I mean fighting back could be a possibility of this topic , or it could be things built up over a long period of time ready to be known. I am not a rock. I Connor Nuttall , shall never be tied down by anyone and that’s a promise. I will show you...
fuck today was intense. My eyes feel like they are bleeding, my stomach cramping, and my mental status is well, fucked . But dude it’s okay because tonight was pretty epic .. until about 11 when I have curfew ha. I saw an x girlfriend from 2 years ago! Creeped up on me and it was a time warp forshure. I just wish the one girl I want to be cocky and even a bitch would just do it. It’s...
CrazyDayss(:
todaywassofun(: I felt on my game . Did all my homework , participated in class, had an amazing time with mah baybe, and only got my phone taken away once! Hah It’s like i can’t stop making jokes today though like i feel high or something. Must be this crazy motivation I feel for school and keeping people in my life where I want them. Ah! Yes I need to keep this up and I hope my next...
School , school, school. When does it ever end? I’m hoping shyt will go quicker after high school when I finally get to live under my own rules. Yet, assuming it won’t this makes shyt drag on forever. Today I realized I need to do what I preach more often, and enjoy the present , because this childhood is supposedly my golden years. anywayssss, The lady and I hung out for an hour or so...
