December 05, 2011
Stop.
Stop being so mean to me. I don’t say that girls glorify me what the fuck? I’m sorry if me being a nice person attracts friendly relationships. Stop being a fucking cunt to me 24/7 I grew up and just wanted to sit and talk about life and catch up. I need to find a place and I just needed your input because I love hearing it. I’m watching a presentation in class on Domestic abuse and I’m doing everything I can not to walk-out. I apologize to the world for anything physical/mental way that I have abused you and I won’t ever do it to anyone else. But what you still do to me is defined as “verbal abuse” and yes, it DOES hurt me. Please stop I’m so far away from you in every definition possible and I don’t need to be kicked and spat on. Just stop complaining about relationships, things I’ve done or things I will do to you. You asked to go away so take your prode and your promises because the Black needs to GO AWAY. I asked to fix this, I even in the back of my mind pictured you staying for a bit in my new place. Stop Hating, Stop hurting, and Stop mocking me. I am still a person. I am still a motivated person. I still deserve the softness of your words until I further prove otherwise. Stop.