I hate seeing you upset. It triggers the half of my brain that wants to take it all back and move far, far away with you and hide under the sheets from the world. The way I see it is if we move now then there will always be the wondering of how the dorms could have been. If I can experience it and then we get to move in and have our own place there will be no hesitation. On the scale of OUR lives together 2 1/2 months is NOTHING It is truly a make or break situation and it comes down to whether or not our love is strong enough to hold us together. Regardless we will end in a better place whether or not it seems it at first glance. You hesitating to be completely committed and trusting of me makes me want to do it that much more, so that you can learn to; or not so much. We need that foundation and you need to support my decision 110%, and not only in your mind but you need to make it clear in mine as well. Noelani Rose Dizon, a name Oh so familiar, it will break my heart to leave you here for that amount of time because I absolutely loathe watching you worry and struggle without me 2 miles away to drive and just hold you close until everything is okay. But this right here, is a defining moment for both me and US. It’s becoming more clear to me with each breath how important and vital this struggle is going to be. And know that from the bottom of my heart, I have no intentions of wronging you. Marriage could be our finish line, or maybe you can’t or won’t wait. I will learn to live with whatever you decide but regardless I will always be able to say that I Love you and was able to share a part of your mind, body, and soul for even a little while. I hope you will embark on this journey with me.

P.S.: I Love You