It’s weird really. How much you remind me of how I felt my freshmen year. I’ve almost gone back to how I used to be and feel. Jealousy isn’t quite the same as it once was. I’m not like angry and jealous but more of a let down one, because you aren’t mine so I can’t be upset, just skeptic. I’m realizing that I don’t want anyone now I just wana hold my own. Can’t remember the last time I was truly let down; and not just on to the future. Your ignorance can’t let you see how I feel. Ha Ironic really. Besides college is just around the corner. Arizona made me realize a few things, and realize what you mean to me. Well I’m off to enjoy these last few hours of sunlight and company.