It’s as if the breakup happened today, I’m just now slowly letting myself realize there will never be an US again. People say it’s just another one of our stupid breakups- but we both know the truth. I’ve been doing so well and keeping the thought off my mind. If I sense it coming I just shrug it off before it even comes on. I’m strong as hell. Still haven’t figured out why I MUST be; nonetheless I am. It never ceases to amaze me how shy I am again, how awkward, how out of place. I felt this way once, and without you I am not the confident man I once was. Even between breakups I used to thrive off of your memory. This is probably for the better and I am having an Amazing Summer but it’s just a little different without your cold fingers interwoven with mine. 101 is a little less sunny, but it is still shining. May Your memory rest in peace, Lani ROSE Dizon.