August 25, 2011
Stop begging for a new boy to “give it to you” [what you deserve]. Just be you for awhile because it’s good sometimes. I learned that up here and I love being myself. If you look back you have always either been happy as fuck over a boy or broke down over one or in a hospital. I’m trying to please just say find a way to find your nirvana. A boy isn’t it yet and I’m not being jealous I just worry what could happen. I know you will find what’s best for you whether or not it’s what I just said. I love you.
